Saturday, 02/05/2015...
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Hello friends, this is again
me. After a, well, not so long time. How much I missed this place? None. I felt
no urge to come. I mean what I come to do here? Nothing absolutely isn't it? This
place is hollow. A boring graveyard of all my memories. Well most of them are anonymous. I don't feel anything. I don't feel nice. I am talking all my mind here knowing no one would come here to have a lookie.
From many days I was thinking about writing something here. My workless life didn't let me do it. Isn't it ironical? I am feeling very lazy nowadays. Have many
things to do, but not having enough will to do it.
Started playing an online game on
mobile called Clash of Clans. Well, there is no problem with the game but the
thing is I easily get bored. And this game is boring me, I mean it’s unnecessarily
slow & boring and the only reason is to retain the gamers hooked up to the
servers. They are selling in-app purchases and I am not going to buying them. Anyways,
I lost the taste of this genre. I love things which gives me adventure. Which thrills
me. Gives me challenge but not in a rhetoric way. FPS, TPS games are my thing. I
am a team player no doubt but I need a good team first. I mean in which clan I wanted
to get it they throw me out from it. If they are playing like team why should I
play with them? It’s not serving any purpose anyways. I have a better team at
my projects.
Talking about projects, I really
see no point for its future. I am not talking shit. This is what I just was
writing about now. I mean we might have created something in the history of my
department but then again what we have achieved globally? Yes I got a job but
what is its future? This IT trend is just a slavery and it’s about hire &
fire. Couple of days ago I was flipping through some of my memories, some BAD
PAST, yes I do have a folder synced to my personal cloud where I keep it. And then
I saw some of those in the Facebook. They might be changed just a bit
externally but they are same inside. Same mean ferocious selfish beings whom I hate
to call humans. I mean how much cursed I am to meet them and trust them? Sometimes
more than once to the same person. Shit! I was so naïve. Thanks to all of them,
I learned much of my life lessons.
I have a bad home, bad family and
bad neighbours. I have such kind of neighbours whom someone like to strangle
and burn alive. I know if I would be in USA, FBI would have seen this blog and
their NSA counterparts will think that I am a future suspect of homicide. But no
I am not. So, please FBI spare me of your bullshit algorithms. Not feeling good
USA? Yes, I know in some future I would be coming to there and you are going to
arrest me of no reason for this lines in blog which is going to be saved in
some American server. But that’s too far isn't it? But I have freedom of speech
by my constitution.
Again coming to IT. I know they
will make me sign some confidentiality agreement so that I can’t whistle-blow
and even the government will support them because no matter how much wrong they
are doing, government is getting their cut. Just like some gang. That’s why
they sell liquor, they sell tobacco products, and they sell drugs. Government is
not what you think it is and a democratic government like us, they are bunch of
blood sucking selfish vampires who only think about themselves. It’s so damn easy
to break Indians, in the name of sports, in the name of religion, political
outlook, colour, class, creed, calibre, intelligence, gender, age, wealth,
looks etc. you name it and you can make then fight among themselves. India is
never united. In its entire modern day history, Indians never did something
new, they only work when someone kick their asses hard. They are habituated get
to manhandled. Without kicking on their behind they can’t do any work. They love
slavery. They crave slavery. Yes we got freedom. Yesterday it was Greeks, Portuguese,
shaks, Huns, Mughals, British… now? It’s virtually every country now and mainly
we are kicking on our own rear. India is a no longer a golden egg giving hen. It’s
just a slave market now open for business 24 x 7. No matter how much we think
that we are master of our own universe but the truth is our universes are so vulnerable
that it clashes with almost everyone else’s and thus, it’s nasty.
