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Dear Love...

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my dear,
u love XXXXXX... DNT LIE, u still have crush on him.ur just a lil bit confused choosing between us, so i decided to make this easier for you... although in a way u r happy with this confusion also.. he is always with u, in ur good times, bad times, he is loyal to u also, he goes with u everywhere, he loves hanging with u and u do feel the same for him. he dont leaves you lonely. he gets angry on you too which prooves his affection, his love towards you.
ur family loves him, accepts him, respects him.he is so close of u all.he is nice caring charming sober handsome healthy cute, well educated, balanced, civic, sporty person. he is from learned house. u know his in and outs, al his backgrounds, all family members and also u can backtrack them to verify anytime, he is a nice scholar too, smart, trendy, clean of all bad habits, he has no foul mouth, he has manners, knows all Etiquette, dnt run after u and make ur life hell, dnt make u choke in ur own skin. he has a beautiful mind too. he is quite and calm, from a reputed family, frm a good upper middle class family with no family internal problems. his family is nt of some old people with chronic sick mind and body. he is nt such disease prone, he does not have any blood related or psychological problems, nor any astrological problems.he is also of your caste class and calibre, he has atleast some ansestral inheritable assets so you dnt have any social problems to b with him. he is nt sick. he is nt phycho. he is nt egoistic. he is nt dumb.
he is more eligible for you in every possible way. he has a future. he suits you. you suit him. you two are are both in almost similer kind of carrier stream, he also has an immense feeling for you. maybe unexplained yet or maybe explained already.bt its true.you two are compatible, you two make a superb matching couple, you will never fall in any awkward situation where people have to ask you or have doubt abt ur husband's age or marital intimacy.
he is nt back dated, nor have any small stinking orthodox thinking, he is open minded and broad minded.his thinkings are not stained by some bizarre thoughts of his own imaginative creation.he lives freely and will keep u happy everytime.he is obviously a logical choice. he is nt unrealistic irrational and aggressive. he is perfectly balanced.
i thought deeply and found i am no one to interrupt in god's work.so i am leaving it all...from now i will only b ur frnd, well i will try.. no matter how much it will be hard for me.i will try to give you back the friend you expected, maybe not the friend you deserved of and dreamt for.i am not perfect.i am very flawed.i know i was always & always jst a frnd 2 u.u hv never hidden anything from me nor you used me.u always remained true to me.it was me who was such a fool to misunderstand your friendship as love.nw its my high time to return it al.
finally i am very sorry for all those raw languages spoken to you when i am angry in my life, foul sentences, bogus and mindless talks, meaningless stupidities, kisses, sorry to force you to kiss me back on phone though you have only kissed me thrice in phone, one of them was when you are slight drunk, and three times in chat, 2 times in sms, hugs, cuddles, sorry for touching you without your permissions, sorry for holding your hand suddenly in the name of road-crossings, sorry for playing with your hairs, sorry to call you by the sweet name i gave you in fully loaded bus, sorry for disturbing al the time for every worthless things, sorry for all the hiccups you had because of me thinking of you 24 x 7, sorry for all the problems you had to face for meeting me up in such bad times of the day and on my beck and call, sorry for al the awkward questions of others you had to suffer for me, well all few of those because you never mention my name much, thanks to you .. sorry for making you suffer all my emotional whirlpools, sorry for taking too much care of you which in turn only suffocated your life.sorry for dragging my parents to your home forcefully to c & talk to u & mix with ur parents, though i remain always unwelcomed at your side.sorry for always nagging about all your follies. sorry for pointing fingers at your family member's behaviour whihc hurt me, sorry for becoming so demanding day by day.sorry for everything i couldn't give you or every expectation i broke of your.sorry for all those tears you had to shed for me. sorry for such precious long time you are compelled to waste on me.
if u, by any mistakenly misunderstanding or accident, grow any feelings for me in future by any smallest of chance, dnt hesitate to tell me, i will think of it, if there is still time. but i am damn sure that this scenario will never come.
knowing and loving you was one of the greatest time of my life that i will cherish forever. yes loving you was not a crime to me and maybe somewhere i will keep on loving you but i will try not to hurt you by my love.a love which only hurts it's soul purpose, has no right to live.
hence i am giving it nt a death sentence, which obviously i cant suddenly, bt a life imprisonment and hope someday it will die out of water...
i will nt say take care because i know there is someone more able to take your care always.
your's
an online friend



PS : I LOVE YOU>

## she became committed with him recently, suddenly she realized love for him and got comitted, didnt thought for a second about my love. but its ok.she is happy.and my happiness lies in her's... but i know this is not the first heartbreak of mine, and this will not the last, i know my luck, but still i remember them all, still i will not disrespect love nor any woman. i will not loose my hope, i will not loose my trust.... dont worry for me. i will be healed someday, perhaps, fingers are crossed... ..

Facebook Chat Problem SOLVED !!

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People who are suffering from the chat problem in FB online, while chatting with your friends, who are using some sort of mobile apps (like ebuddy, nimbuzz, fb massenger etc), please do the following to solve the problem of this recent upgraded Facebook chat system's bug...

go to - Privacy Settings > Apps and Websites > Edit Settings > How people bring your info to apps they use > Edit Settings > check the option " If I'm online" > Save Change > Reload Facebook (Refresh the page)

Thank You
©Ramen Mukherjee

Chaitra Sale [Bengali Year Ending Sale] 2012

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Its again a a time for Bengali year ending sale. and this time i grabbed up some good deals.well shop hopping took the toll on my legs but it was fun.now a day after i am writing a blog after a good and nice sleep.


So it is more evident that shopping doesn't only pleases girls its equally satisfying for boys too unless it doesn't involves 10 times visiting the same shop for the same product just to check that whether its quality or the deal is better than the previous shop or not :P lollz


After much of R&D (:P) i decided to fix my game plan yesterday to get the best deal from the closing market of the chaitra sale.so i started from the 1 end of the market and keep on visiting the shops one by one.but only those shops where i know that they keep garments of my choice.


The very first shop was The Loot.it is a very nice shop and have some solid deals too.i saw some very good Levi's jeans there.exactly what i wanted and needed.Hard, comfort fit, light washed, and for my waist size.but it will cost me 1k+ rs with discounts and i have a strict budget of 1k in total from my parents.so by resisting my temptation of getting out of my Visa Debit Card and swipe a couple of jeans then and there, i decided to move on to the next point.


In the next shop people are too busy there. they should be because it is the city's biggest family garment shops. but sadly they don't have any good deals of jeans.they actually don't keep jeans of my taste so i decided not to waste my time there and i move on to the next shop.now previously i bought my Durga Puja jeans, which i was currently wearing that time, from this shop. but now they are very busy to show some person some ready-made suits. but they did told me that as the price was same as the previous year they are giving 105 discount.i thought that i already have this company's jeans.they were undoubtedly great.but the deal is not good.so i move on..


Now, the next shop is a different one.they are good for shirts not for jeans.but still i visited there.they showed me only 5 jeans out of them only 1 is of my style but the color is not good.though the deal was nice.so i move on to the next shop, here they failed to show me any jeans of my choice.then at last the main shop which was i talking about to my mom and where i already sent my mom to wait for me as i was going to the market from my college directly.so i decided to decrease the harassment of my mom by sending her directly to that shop, and i does all the market hopping on myself.its that because i knew that they have the huge collection of nice jeans. actually that shop was nice but recently they took dealership of the Levis Strauss, which is now knows as Denizen.


Anyways in that shop i got a very nice jeans of Hoffman.just the thing i wasted and thats too for 627INR.now i got more money for other things like Kurta and shirts so again from the back end we, me & mom started our haunt for Shirts.in between i took a little snack, i am always eaty.. anyways :P then lunch.and then again hopping.as i recently visited all the MAJOR shops i had decent ideas about the shirts also.so we go directly to the point.bought 2 formal shirts, obviously with nice discounts.and 1 kurta.as it is very useful in summer and recently because of increased muscle mass my 3 very old shirts got torn off.


And finally i was at home.satisfied :)

When Hosts leave their guests alone in their party...

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Guys this is me again live frm a holy thread ceremony.evry time i been through these unknown family gathering ceremonies, i feel vry much cut off frm them.its like bcuming a showpiece jst 2 increase the crowd & make them feel sucessful at making crowd.no1 knows me, no1 is talking 2 me.i dnt know anyone & moreover no1 seems willing 2 talk bcz evry1 is bzy.bzy wit each another.bzy with their own & known ones.wat am i here for?only 2 eat?drink?only fr a train journey?compromising al my duties, sacrificing al my studies n works and main thing my freedom, my leisure, my personal space and my comfort zone?? I GUESS NO.


so 2 kill my boredom i decided to write a blog frm my mobile & listening to some EMINEM to fuel my innerself.maybe it seems very funny bt my mobile wil only allow me 2 write in 1000char.so im compromising on words.my parents r resting.seems they already lost their patience of hope for getiing into crowd.its nt very late.just 10 to 9pm.thanks to 1 of my fb friend.troubleshooting his computer prblm gave me some needed oxygen to my brain.party is on its heights.oh! i gt d cl again.seems he is stuck with a BSV.okk bye let me grab a sft drink bfore it al get dried.ha ha ha

I am Going to be Offline in Chat ...

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From the many times of my encounter with the experiences of the social networks i am in, I decided that i will never be going to come online, except to some obvious friends who still treat me well, in chat system of any network as it gives me more pain by seeing my closest friends just ignoring me like i mean nothing to them. i always return double what people throws at me. so i think this is the time to return. don't know my decisions is right or wrong but lets try it once and find out am i right or wrong. because more people are busy with THEIR close ones and no one cares for me i decided not to care about them in return and in the process of doing so i have to sacrifice many things, many leisures, and many friends who could have been more civic towards me and the entire social network's motto of getting connected and know the unknown and most importantly MAKING NEW FRIENDS... maybe the description of this whole friendship has been forgotten. now this is all about getting something from someone. some wants timepass buddies, some wants sex chats, some wants to accomplish their twisted perverted thoughts and some just wanted to have fun but in the process of doing so people lost their charm and  the main motive for joining the social network. no one is serious about any relationship and friendship is merely became a process called SENDING FRIEND REQUEST & ACCEPTIONG FRIEND REQUESTS. girls are manipulating boys. boys are stalking on girls. parents are getting paranoid. politicians are using it for profit and later trying to demolishing it on their daily agenda.where are we standing now? no where. we are doomed. and what goes around comes around so at the dawn of this all apocalyptic ending this is my first step to acceptance of the isolation. i hope my dearest friends will appreciate it. yes they are even more than welcome to connect with me  through all the mediums available but i will request them all to not look into their chat list ever, which eventually they dont do in most cases, if they need to connect with me... and i know sometime somewhere they will gonna need me.


Think About it..

A Little Moment about Moments ...

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Hey friends. it was me again writing from the front desk about how miserable my life is and how the world is not revolving around me but how I still crave for that to happen and all those blah blah blah that you guys don’t care about and don’t give a shit about it what is all going around a guy whom you probably don’t know or don’t want to know. this is about some guys who is utterly frustrated yet being complete douche in his whole life just to dream about being a super person some day, more like a saviour of the planet.

The word processor is a nifty tools to just write your mind of and edit it later without giving too much pain on the mother earth’s resources. People don’t usually give a shit about the nature but this is the whole thing which have made them, gave them the power to think more and look through the beyond and that’s what all she got back from her children. She was forgotten.

As a matter of fact we all get forgotten day to day, every time, by everyone. I mean who probably gonna remember us from 20 years from now? The people whom we call dearest friend or worst enemy now do they really gonna remember us from years now? Why? For what? People forget. That’s the biggest truth about it. As we are all humans, we have the blessing of this forgetfulness. Maybe, just maybe we don’t forgive easily but then again we can still forget. People forget that why people are not serious of being a rememberable person on some other person’s life. People go with the flow of the moment. They just go. They don’t think more. They don’t worry about it. They just go with it as it comes, deal with it as it is being served maybe by the supreme almighty.

But that is not at all correct always. For instance, I know many people who are being remembered by all, ok let’s say most of the acquaintances they made. How this gonna work anyways? I mean we are not born star. Even they are not a star. But they why?

No one remembered me and in a way of not remembering me everyone remembered be about how much I am a person not to be remembered at all and sometimes they do wonder about that. I mean I myself wonder that how it all happened without any cause. I am an introvert person. I don’t gel with most of people out there, I not very much of a expressive person nor a charming character actually I am a very dead boring one, you guys probably know about it more than any one but seriously I found the answer, well I thought of this for many days and I found that, YESS maybe this is because of the imprint we leave on that person’s mind so that they didn’t forgot us but then again it was not my character or my stardom or anything. its just that perfect moment.

Moments, small fragments of life. That makes sagas. That defines and sometimes designs the very fabric of life. Moments we make. So in a way destiny is what provided to us and the moments are the pathways of it. Tiny little milestones worth remembered for. Cherished for. And to be remembered because after reaching to the destiny there will be no going to anywhere nor going to the back or else the whole motive of the going forward will be unsuccessful. But as we are human we always want to forget so we cherish the dreams, filter them and in the process we remember all of them again and we again get confused about what to delete and what to not. In these confusing moments, we always wish for a switch to turn off the mental slideshows.

Then again, what makes a moment could also break the moments also. Not all moments are happy. Therefore, a moment needs certain situations and certain characters and some really interesting topic because we human never saves anything in our mind that’s not interesting. They say we record everything in our mind that we see or feel. Even if it is true then we have a some kind of cleaning program in our mind to trim down the memories.

I always dream about being remembered by all. And I mean ALL. For good reasons. They will love me. But again love has different form but none of them are complete and unconditional. Yes any kind of love is divine but also it cant be begged or given or taken whatever. Love is the thing which is getting poured from heart. Automatically. But in this era these are merely words because love is now more materialistic. Love is getting defined by what you have and what u don’t. What you can and what you can’t. what you should and what you shouldn’t. people are conscious about rights, rights of getting love. Asking themselves “why me?” no one asks “why not me?” and in contradiction they do as the later but in the wrong moment. That is irony of the moment. So it can’t be defined, you cant stage a random moment, cant choreograph it. So every moment is true no matter it is bad or good.

Truth should be appreciated and accepted because apart from this we don’t have anything certain in life. The truth defines someone from the very raw way look of his or her life. This might be confusing at first but it is sure that we don’t really like the fake things even the most thug type person needs some truth to live on, to have faith upon. Again, faith is unconditional and unquestionable trust on anything, which can be futile and fatal.

That’s all for now my dear listeners. Thank you all for joining me here.

Bye
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