The Man, The Book, and The Lonely Fellow..
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Hello world. How you doing? I guess you are all fine there, Enjoying
your greatest moments, doing genius works. Me?? As usual I am stuck here, in my
room, doing absolutely nothing and thinking a lot. Facebook has become a very
boring place to me. Thankfully I have no immediate threat to me but I can see
the big picture here and that was my future, its still dark. One by one all of
my friends are getting placed to some places and here I am standing here
getting nothing. Well I do know that god has plans for me. I too meant for
something. And I am just waiting for my time.
I got a book of “Chanakya Neeti” and it changed my view,
though it is orthodox and it is very old but the things written there seems
right to me. World hast changed only us, the human changed but still the basic
thinking of the humans haven’t. Things are taking shape in front of me.
I know I am not regular at my blog now. But believe me guys
its you who prevented me to come because you didn’t shown any appreciation towards
my writing and I found no interesting serious visitors in my blog. You know
what everyone likes to get appreciated and I am not an exception to it.
My project is just hanging in the middle air, no support
till now and everyone has forgotten about it. Some are doing the work just to
show people that they are working while in reality they have contributed
nothing till now. Ya, it’s disheartening. But I have to deal with it. Because I
know someday I too will have my bright morning.
Some people lack the proper virtues to be a human, they look
like human but they are nothing less than animals. They don’t have humanity;
they are brutal in their own way. Some people just use others to get what they
want and I know someone like this, skimming me like this right now. O I forgot I
cant take names here isn’t it? Ha ha ha but did I feared anyone? No. then why
now? Because the time is not right and when the time will come I will reveal
till now let it be a secret …
I am gathering experiences, I had many. I learned many
things. More about myself than anything. Who am I? I am me. And I am unique. There
is 0.01% difference between each individual human and I guess that makes me
unique.
I see people hanging around with friends, I just saw some
now in my way to take a Tiffin
for this evening and I saw many. I am glad to see them. At least after many
days I saw some human faces. I don’t get out of my house much. Sometimes I see
my city, changed, after sometimes of my self house arrest. I wonder how this
can happen?
Don’t take me otherwise guys but seriously I feel alone,
left ,forgotten, you know what despite of having two phones now one with dual
sim service I sometimes forgot what’s my ringtone on either of the sets, no one
calls me, I guess I have no one. Friends forget me and then remember only when
they needed me. I hope this is the karma from my past life I am suffering on
because I didn’t done anything bad in my consciousness.
World moves on but hell, how can I? Why I am like this? Like
a energetic soul trapped in a dead body? I want to fly. Give me wings o’ dear
lord. Why u doesn’t let me be??
Sayonara..
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