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Thursday, September 25, 2014...

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Today I spent a peculiar day, in the morning went to have my pre-scheduled Audiometry tests at a local ENT doctor's chamber. What i realised is that Doctors and Lawyers have no shame in their eyes. They are always seeking the chance to rip out more money out of poor man just to quench their thirst of money. They are two too greedy animals in form of human. There were times when i used to hear god like persona of doctors and lawyers but now they are just leeches who suck blood-money from poor men and provides maltreatments and some doctors also abuses their patients. So doctors need to be killed brutally in public. So that other can feel what they are doing wrong. Even someday ago i saw an article about a doctor who killed a patient deliberately because of ill treatment. My father is a victim of ill treatment. My mother is also to some extent.

Anyway, I had no other way but to consult a relatively less bad doctor in my area. Frankly, I don’t trust any doctor instantly and in my locality I know most of the doctors and I don’t count most of them as qualified doctors even. They don’t know even the generic names of the medicines, they are just a leech of society who feeds on medical representative & common people's blood. Anyway after loosing lots of money in the doctor's chamber for some really silly cause, I saw that there is no time for me to go to college. I needed to go to college for my downloads. I don’t have much time before puja and there are loads of downloads left to be done. Thankfully all the games have been downloaded. Thanks to several repack groups out there, especially R G MECHANICS. I am very thankful to them to compress the games so that common people like us can download. Otherwise downloading a 45GB+ game is very hard even on a 20mbps+ connection.

Then i decided to take the day off as the doctor suggested me to take more rest and reduce my stress level. Yes it is very much true that I am taking very much stress. My life is full of stress and now its hard to tell that I am living a life or a stress. I slept this afternoon but then again as my nature of sleep goes its very thin and i wake up even in a slightest of sounds, light or discomfort. The doctor said that my ears are perfectly normal. As i was fearing that i was loosing my hearing slowly and my voice has been raised very much. The audiometrist assured me that i am not loosing my hearing. The doctor said that I am panicking because of some other psychological issues. He said that its because of my stress and depression. But tell me who don’t have stress and depression? There is NO sure-shot way to handle it. Someday ago there was a series of classes took place in our college from art of living. But I couldn’t attend it just because its way too costly for me to afford.

Load shedding has became an epidemic in Asansol and due to that we are also suffering from severe water outage. Its is the gift from state government to Asansol because we made BJP winner here. Well no matter what, BJP is far more better than TMC at this point in my personal view. Though I am apolitical and i know that whoever goes to Lanka becomes Ravana. Asansol has nothing to offer now. The whole India is nothing to offer to the COMMON man. Remember, I am not talking about the 1% of the society, the rich men, I am talking about the people like me. Who are belong to the masses and they are often overlooked. We are taken as granted and always oppressed.

Then in the evening I got an email from my college stating that Mindtree is coming to our college for an in-campus hiring and the preliminary rounds of online aptitude tests on Saturday so it means I have less than 48 hours to get prepared and I need to be all presentable. I need that job and in any way I have to get that job no matter what it takes i will try my level best. There are lots of people who want me to succeed and there are way more praying for the opposite but as i believe in karma i know that no one has the power to give or take away the job from me. If i am right and doing right, right is bound to happen to me. This is the way karma works and if its not working as we are expecting it to be then there are a bigger plan waiting for us all. But we much not stop knocking on the every door we come across. And inshallah someday, opportunity will knock on our doors itself.

Lastly I would like to say that its been many a days i am not talking fully and properly to my so called female best friend just the like we used to. Rather I am talking to another person al day long whenever i get any chance, who made me her bestest best friend. Its an honour to become someone's so trusted friend. Am I blessed or curse? Really its the question of the hour.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

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This blog I am writing using the latest of LibreOffice. This is a test document as well as a very nice way to reintroduce myself to my blogging. Its been on my list from many day to write something on my blog. Recently I tested some new type of postings on my blog, basically they are of test pages. Then I told to myself that why on earth, I am not writing anything to it?

Recently I was being busy. Very busy into my life. It was going in a routine of waking up, coming to college, do the college and download some stuffs over the net and then going to food stalls eatig 1 big vegg roll and half plate veg chow and back to home, doing nothing, talking to my one new friend over Hike messenger and then going to sleep. I was working hard to study more but its not giving any fruit and in a way I was becoming more frustrated.

Some series of events took place. Firstly there was a news that the biggest of our Indian It company, TCS is coming to our college for hire. But after viewing their criteria requirement list I was depressed because according to that i am ineligible for their company and job position. That is no doubt heart brekening to any final year student, who invested lots of money for his education and now he came to his time of returning that money and still he is INELIGIBLE for the job.

But WHY the hell he is ineligible? Its because he has just a line below the qualifying marks in his Higher Secondary result. Or, some person have low marks in his Secondary exams, or someone has low marks in his graduation results, thats too because of the idiocracy of his university. Is it so needed for the job in IT? I mean all those subjects like Bengali, English, Hindi, Sanskrit, Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics, Biology etc etc etc ?? will he gonna be implement those in any IT industry? NO WAY MAN. No matter who says what. IT industry will never gonna need those things.

There is seriously something wrong about this once great nation. There are reservations based on caste and cadre where it is by default assumed that the lower caste students have money problem always, where it is completely different. The reservation should be solely based on the merit and proverty level not on some stupid caste system. But in Indian vote bank politics, it is happening from a long time and it will continue happen.

At the times of British Rule, to them we are all same old Indian Nigger dogs. And thats why they started to treat us all SAME. Being treated like SAME we become SAME and this sameness brought unity and we were able to force british to leave their 200 years old colony. Now, after so much cry and hue when we got out freedom then suddenly everybody becomes somebody. And as they say “when everybody becomes somebody, then somebody becomes nobody”. And thats what happening here right now. No one is giving value too anyone. Everyone thinks that he/she is too much important where its completely opposit. No one cares now a days what you are in reality. Its all about showoff.

Okk many of my readers may think that this person is completely frustrated but its not. I am a realist and i see the big picture very clearly. I have a broad vision and i am not afrad of anyone. Because freedom is for everyone. I dont care for any political party or any power. I have power in myself. Yes, i know that now a days our ruling state part TMC is telling everyone to kill and rape and thats too ina brutal form. They are killing raping people just like any political party does. Even the CPIM's hands are ful of blood but then again they took 34 years to become a monster and this new TMC party is already a behemoth in terms of bloodthrust. They are killing people, controlling police, and changing statements just like a gangster. In this new dawn of forwardness we are witnessing the rise of syndicates and mafia like any Italian gangster of USA.

Finally they beaten student of JU like street dogs without any warning. Its like British rule when they ysed to do that with students who tried to protest their ill doings. Well at that time i dont think this much brotality took place. I still remember the incident of Ashutosh college where a CPM student was killed britally by TMC and thats too within a months of two of TMC's coming of power.


Will you still call this madness? No. I will not. I will say thats its very natural. When you give anyone too much of a power. These kind of things happens. 

Monsoon Has Come…

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I am again now at college. Writing this blog while the sky is very upset. It’s like a sad girl, hiding her face behind the curtain of her long thick black hairs, crying silently. I hate rain so much. And most probably many of you know this already from my previous blogs of past year. Every time I write the same old things that how much I hate mud, moisture, smells, flies, and foul smells from clothes. In the time of rain, I use deodorants, more on clothes than myself. People often argue about the grace of rain and how beautiful it is. Especially girls like to get wet in rain and dancing (like some freaking Indian drama, be it soap or movie) but I like to stay away from rain. I don’t like to get wet anytime. And in rainy time I always feel like moist because of the high moisture level in weather.

This monsoon time, Muslims has their Ramadan and roza and all their festivals, and every year this time, onions’ price gets arise. Middle class people like us get to suffer the most. While politicians do what they can do the best, they make it a political issue and attacks each other on this matter. It’s really amusing to see that on the same topic when this government is supporting as a ruling party, on the same issue, another year they will start to oppose it when they become opposition to the ruling party. Now the confusion again hits the middle class people like us. And we became the collateral damage in the fight of kings.

Today I came to college much before the opening time in the fear of heavy rain. Even the bus conductor was looking at me with amazement but couldn’t speak anything to me as because I look serious in public and I was in a full uniform and as in the place of college there is no place for entertainment I couldn’t be coming here for any kind of fun while giving the half bus fare of student. Even I sometimes think myself as mad person. I mean why I do this? What is in here me except free fast internet? Just for that sake of downloading I come here and I am sure that I will going to miss this speed when I leave the college. Because in corporate world I can’t download much from organization’s internet. Surely it’s all for work and no play. Can’t invest in faster connection in home because I might not get the time to be at home. But as I am in love with movies and game and content collection to some extent it will be very hard for me to stay away.

I collect books, I collect music. Except these, I delete all the things after use. Its eco-friendly and doesn’t took toll on my storage space. That’s why online distribution is better than anything. It reduces wastage. It has a great potential to reduce cost but as the publishers are greedy they increase the price day by day and only give a little discount on selected days. I once tweeted to steam to open up a virtual store for India and give us some discounts but they refuse to do that maybe because I didn’t get a reply from them and neither they announced any shop for India lately. But they have a huge potential to do that and to eradicate piracy for ever.

Movies and serials can also be sold in India with very low cost and obviously with advertisements and advertisement-free mode to the customers at low and premium rates in this way people will get their daily entertainment without breaking their tight schedule. There is a huge scope of this with the advent of CAS and DTH in India. Companies can also provide faster direct satellite internet service with these. But perhaps our DoT is too much reluctant to do that. Actually there is a huge scope which can be exploited in India but because of the non interest of our government’s side this opportunity is getting lost day by day. Any Indian company is not yet technically competent or financially motivated to do this kind of venture as a solo mission. And foreign companies are ready to exploit the market but they can’t enter here with the political instability of policies but I think that this home market should be used to fill up our home pockets, not the foreign ones. It is true that almost every single thing is either designed by America or made by china in our great nation and we have become only a customer. Where we have the huge potential to be the BOSS.


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