Thursday, September 25, 2014...
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Today
I spent a peculiar day, in the morning went to have my pre-scheduled
Audiometry tests at a local ENT doctor's chamber. What i realised is
that Doctors and Lawyers have no shame in their eyes. They are always
seeking the chance to rip out more money out of poor man just to
quench their thirst of money. They are two too greedy animals in form
of human. There were times when i used to hear god like persona of
doctors and lawyers but now they are just leeches who suck
blood-money from poor men and provides maltreatments and some doctors
also abuses their patients. So doctors need to be killed brutally in
public. So that other can feel what they are doing wrong. Even
someday ago i saw an article about a doctor who killed a patient
deliberately because of ill treatment. My father is a victim of ill
treatment. My mother is also to some extent.
Anyway,
I had no other way but to consult a relatively less bad doctor in my
area. Frankly, I don’t trust any doctor instantly and in my
locality I know most of the doctors and I don’t count most of them
as qualified doctors even. They don’t know even the generic names
of the medicines, they are just a leech of society who feeds on
medical representative & common people's blood. Anyway after
loosing lots of money in the doctor's chamber for some really silly
cause, I saw that there is no time for me to go to college. I needed
to go to college for my downloads. I don’t have much time before
puja and there are loads of downloads left to be done. Thankfully all
the games have been downloaded. Thanks to several repack groups out
there, especially R G MECHANICS. I am very thankful to them to
compress the games so that common people like us can download.
Otherwise downloading a 45GB+ game is very hard even on a 20mbps+
connection.
Then
i decided to take the day off as the doctor suggested me to take more
rest and reduce my stress level. Yes it is very much true that I am
taking very much stress. My life is full of stress and now its hard
to tell that I am living a life or a stress. I slept this afternoon
but then again as my nature of sleep goes its very thin and i wake up
even in a slightest of sounds, light or discomfort. The doctor said
that my ears are perfectly normal. As i was fearing that i was
loosing my hearing slowly and my voice has been raised very much. The
audiometrist assured me that i am not loosing my hearing. The doctor
said that I am panicking because of some other psychological issues.
He said that its because of my stress and depression. But tell me who
don’t have stress and depression? There is NO sure-shot way to
handle it. Someday ago there was a series of classes took place in
our college from art of living. But I couldn’t attend it just
because its way too costly for me to afford.
Load
shedding has became an epidemic in Asansol and due to that we are
also suffering from severe water outage. Its is the gift from state
government to Asansol because we made BJP winner here. Well no matter
what, BJP is far more better than TMC at this point in my personal
view. Though I am apolitical and i know that whoever goes to Lanka
becomes Ravana. Asansol has nothing to offer now. The whole India is
nothing to offer to the COMMON man. Remember, I am not talking about
the 1% of the society, the rich men, I am talking about the people
like me. Who are belong to the masses and they are often overlooked.
We are taken as granted and always oppressed.
Then
in the evening I got an email from my college stating that Mindtree
is coming to our college for an in-campus hiring and the preliminary
rounds of online aptitude tests on Saturday so it means I have less
than 48 hours to get prepared and I need to be all presentable. I
need that job and in any way I have to get that job no matter what it
takes i will try my level best. There are lots of people who want me
to succeed and there are way more praying for the opposite but as i
believe in karma i know that no one has the power to give or take
away the job from me. If i am right and doing right, right is bound
to happen to me. This is the way karma works and if its not working
as we are expecting it to be then there are a bigger plan waiting for
us all. But we much not stop knocking on the every door we come
across. And inshallah someday, opportunity will knock on our doors
itself.
Lastly
I would like to say that its been many a days i am not talking fully
and properly to my so called female best friend just the like we used
to. Rather I am talking to another person al day long whenever i get
any chance, who made me her bestest best friend. Its an honour to
become someone's so trusted friend. Am I blessed or curse? Really its
the question of the hour.
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