For What I Speak …
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Its may be months after which I started to write something
on my own. No no no I was not that so busy that I can’t write. infact I did
wrote but none of them spoke any word of my own life. They were of my thinking,
but not for me as a subject.many things have passed by these days. Durga Puja,
Kali Puja, Deewali ,Christmas, new year, saraswati puja, valentines day…. Etc.many
people filled up the park, warmed up the benches, spent money just to make
their loved one happy. And all I did was NOTHING. Its not that I am so damn
lazy to do noting but it is that I don’t have any one to.
Or maybe I was lazy. I was reluctant to take any steps, necessary
steps, steps to ensure my happiness. Maybe I am talking like a selfish person now.
but when I see everybody else is happy, is that a so much of a crime to become
a little selfish but yet again to my unique nature I cant stay in one mode
forever and I forgive them all who are bad to me. No I am not a god, I don’t want
to be. Because I am lonely enough now, I don’t want to be lonelier than I am
now.
Over these times I chose to watch movie and devoted myself
to study about them and review them. Yeah I have been criticised, I have been
slanged off by none other than the people I thought as my friends. But I never
gave up on that. Because I enjoy watching movies and as the time passes by my
knowledge about them become more concrete.
Actually the problem is not because I possess different
thoughts than them nor I do different work. But it is also because I do work
differently. The frequency of my brain maybe much higher or lower than them but
the fact is that we as a human being don’t like different things. We always
oppose them, criticise them and always try to demolish them. It’s like a competition
of one’s ego with other one’s existence. I just wanted to broke this chain off
on me so I dnt hate anyone except 1 person in this whole universe. I already
told you friends that I am not god nor I am a saint so I cant forgive them all.
Maybe it’s a matter of shame that almost no one likes me as
people are bound to hate each other, sooner or later, as long as their co-existence
doesn’t not depends on each of them. Individually we are all same. Just the
expression of thoughts are different we call ourselves unique in nature.
Love is divine. Love is true. But people forgot how to love
and most importantly how to respond to it. The very fountain of love died in
the heart of men so we are no longer different than animals. Love does not mean
love alone. It also means compassion, compromise, sympathy. People prioritize
their rights than their duty. Getting love is their right, but they forgot
their duty of loving them back. That’s why people tend to hurt the very heart
that loved them so unconditionally. But yet again to my realization love can’t
be unconditional even the very love of a mother is also conditional to some
extent.
Now a day’s people mock about it. Some hate it. Some make
facebook pictures about it. Some write poems about it then what? They all
forgot ……..
That’s it. They all forgot everything at last. So none of
this ever matters. Nothing…
Good bye
© Ramen Mukherjee
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