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I know that the way i loved you is kind of a different, its not show off, yet its not too silent, its because of the immense compatibility we had from the first time we talk, though i knew you for more times but really didn't had the chance to communicate, as i am too shy of girls. but i didn't fall for you by seeing your beauty, if i had to do that i would have been done so already, but i didn't. YES you are beautiful, maybe too beautiful for me. but the thing is that we were so compatible that even i wonder sometimes that how can one person, unknown all of these times to me, can guess my most inner feelings just like that. yes i fall for you. but all those years i tried to made myself suitable for you.bit by bit.but suddenly you loved someone else.its like the second shock for me.i thought you would be mine.yes i know i am working hard to achieve a place in your mind, but you are free as butterfly, always searching for the most beautiful flower. and you found one for you.
After sometimes he hurt you. you cried. i cried. you said you changed. i thought you changed. i believed you changed. but as the MasterCard's advertisement says, SOMETHING IS LIFE DOESN'T CHANGES, and here neither you changed nor my bad luck. you again fell for someone else. again with same all characteristics you wanted, all those glitter, and the most important thing is feeling, i respect that, that's why i am again happy that you are happy... :) but i felt this time that i am ready now. ready now to take care of all your demands, all your wishes... but again the dream i saw broke again. i got hurt very much. but it doesn't matters to anyone. it didn't matter to anyone. its all my private emotions.
Why i am writing these here then? because with certain anonymity i can vent my sadness here, because no one is here looking, because no one knows me, no one wants to... i have no friends maybe thats why god gave me the whole world.
Who says "dont chase, just wait", says it all wrong ...
Bye
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