Life or Lie…
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The last post I have done is over
one month I guess and still no replies from anyone. Well it’s not that I write
for some people, rather I write for myself. It was a very much “Downloadsome”
month for me. I downloaded much data well I suppose it’s more than 800 GB
including music games movies, well mostly movies. I love movies. Some may argue
about piracy and all those things but like most of the third world country’s
people I too believe in freedom, and most importantly freedom of sharing. But my
movie downloads are solely for study and review purpose. I don’t share or sell.
Companies income more than they expect and still they demand for more from the common
people like us. I had discussion about it with some people including some Hollywood
directors and production houses.
Apart from downloads I have
nothing to tell and share. As I have already said I have nothing in my life. I am
just a person with much to download and much to view. I already quitted Facebook.
I detached this fake thing from my life. All the hypocrites are there. Low lives
with no work to do and nothing to contribute. At least I contribute by giving
my unique twitter compatible movie reviews. I am thinking to switch to Linux
for good. Windows gives me smoothness but its resource hungry, costly and virus
prone. Thinking about switching to Ubuntu but then again it’s like windows in Linux
world. It’s huge. So I wanna test some really small linuxes. But again I need
another laptop to do so because this laptop has UEFI and it won’t support any
other OS and this ultrabook of mine has some advanced hardwares incompatible
with other operating systems.
I realised that I have many games
to download. Maybe I will go to my college tomorrow again. I know it seems
insane that I am going to college and download all the day. Teachers might have
think otherwise of me. If I do a bad result somehow all the blame will come
upon me. I would not like that and downloading alone in a very hot room of
about 47 48 degree centigrade without any food or water is just too much in
this scorching hot season. But still I am doing that from many days just to
complete the things I need. One thing I have
accomplished is that just now at this time I have no movie to download, no
movie to watch and no movie to review. Everything is done. But I am sure I will
find something to download tomorrow. Now college is giving away free bandwidth
why I shouldn't use it?
It took one month to write me a
page in MS WORD, yes I am talking about this blog. My life is mundane and I have
nothing to say about it. Probably I have started this very post with this same
words. I got one friend and recently another friend joined me and I lost all
the others. I have no stronghold in my life now. Everything else has become
temporary. I can’t trust anyone now. My phone is showing no network now, I don’t
know why but I don’t care about it. I know no one will call me or ask about me.
No one needs me. And I don’t need anyone. I know like me my blog is also
becoming a boring place. In real life I don’t find any sparks. I started a
dropbox synced space with my friend in hope to get more movies and effective utilization
of bandwidth that we have but he stopped contributing. It frustrated me for someday
and then I found high speed in my college. Then I faced much problem in
downloading. Someday I came back to home without downloading anything because
the internet was down. Again it frustrated me for some days. Download links
failed someday. Someday I feel unwell.
I could have got a girlfriend by
now, I got the chances but I refused to give anyone more pain. I am not meant
to be anyone’s boyfriend. Seriously I now
feel that I have become totally unfit for this JOB. My oldest friend is now
touring in Hyderabad, wishing him safe journey. My best friend, yes my only best friend, at least
from my side, have met with some accident and I am very worried about her. Please
pray for her if you guys can.
Thank you in advance.
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