Friday – 27/06/2014 – 9:10 AM
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Good Morning. I am at my college again and I am in time I
guess. The lab is still off. I hope sir is coming soon. Well this morning time
is very essential for me as I already told you guys many time. This is kind of
a power-play for me. Today I hope to get more movies than yesterday because I
got a vantage point this time. I am not sharing it in here but I guess people
will come to know eventually. The morning is not so good. I woke up with some
nightmare in my eyes and well this time by lord’s grace I don’t remember it, I
guess it was scarier than I can handle. And in morning I saw one of my friend’s
SMS written good night in it. Well I switched off the mobile last night. I am
doing this for 2 days now. I don’t want to hold any expectations from it. If I
could then I would have terminated my mobile subscription for ever because I
don’t want to become any person’s helpline service. When they need me they find
me and when I need then they simply disappear. I don’t want any people to
perform any DUTY to me. No one is obliged to me and I don’t want drones under
me. I am not anyone’s slave and I am no one’s master also.
This after semester time will
soon run out and I will be hard boiled with the burden of next semester and I
am prepared for it. Bring it on. It doesn’t matter to me that I am from IIM /
IIT / NIT or not. I am a passionate person and I have done some things which no
people dreamt of. And anyways fighting every breath for a little amount of
happiness can only be compared as the gold miners from the era of American Gold
Rush. They too dig up all the dirt to get a gram of gold. This is called
passion towards life. No matter I am a pessimist or optimist. This passion has
no alternative. I am feeling full of life this time. Though ii know I am
constantly telling lie to myself but maybe this lie is my life. This lie is
what filled me with power. No matter die or live today I will celebrate my last
breath. This is my promise today. Though my daily horoscope is telling
otherwise but who cares. If I start to care about everyone’s junk then I will
lost my self. Listening to any mindless person is as good as listening to an
empty vessel. I want to hear to the mountains, to the sky. As they will keep on
remind you about your own soul. They have a way to touch your heart and to show
you the truth.
Sometimes we all need to take off
our coloured glasses of life to actually enjoy the life. Sometimes to see the
world you have to get out of it. Sometimes the darkness will make you realise
the importance of light. Because without another, one has no existence. Writing
a blog every day is a very nice thing to do I consider that because I have no
one to talk and the only thing I talk to is my laptop perhaps as it’s a very
loyal friend to me. Never complains about anything. Runs silently and always
responses. Today I am feeling more connected to myself though as a matter of
fact I was refused from my home for any money for the latest movie of
Transformers. Now what can I do about it? I am dependent on them. Can’t
complain about the free things. Right?
When I open Facebook now a days,
I see all people are either settled or on the verge of settling down with
someone or something. I should settle down with myself first. Yesterday I saw a
couple sitting together holding each other’s arms in my known fast food shop
where they were enjoying each other’s company more than egg-chicken roll. I
felt so good watching them. Somewhere my emptiness told me that THIS is life.
This is the moment to cherish for. I didn’t felt any anger, jealous, sorrow,
hatred I felt calm and peace. I felt happiness. Maybe this is because I don’t
have any, and they were radiating happiness everywhere. No matter what it was
good. It’s not that the boy is too handsome or the girl is too beautiful but
they are complimenting each other and this is what really matters. The
compatibility is the main ingredient of every relationship be it a friendship,
love or marriage. Without it the relation becomes nothing but a hollow shell
which slowly turns into a cage or iron and from which people desperately try to
get out and finally they break all the vows and go berserk on it. I don’t want
to become a caged animal. I am free and I keep other people free also.
This is
my life’s motto. To be free, to stay free. Cheers to the freedom. Long live the
freedom.
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