Lost & Found
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Another tiresome day passed by. Got
no time for myself but I did had some good readings from the book I am
currently reading, You Can Win by Shiv Khera. It’s a good book indeed. Filled with
positivity. Couldn't sleep all night. Spent almost awake last night. First it
was my insomnia, then it was my thirst, then toilet, then it was sudden change
in weather from hot to cold, had to find a rag to slip under. The whole night I
was busy if you can imagine. Some days go like this. Busy and busy. But nights?
Perhaps god don’t wants me to take rest.
The book was full of positivity. The
more I read it, the more I can feel it. But the main thing remained the same. I
have to feel this positivity within me. The moment I read the book I feel good,
and the moment I close it, I start to feel bad and filled with negativity. This
should not happen because I will end the book very soon but if I don’t get the Zeist
of being positive then the study of the book will be unfruitful.
It’s a Friday, end of college,
starting of weekends but I don’t have any peace in mind because I have to go to
MBA class and also run for my internship. Don’t know where to go or what to do
as I don’t have any proper idea about my subject and the responsibilities I had
to take as a project manager. But I would surely I like to have some experience.
This would be nice. I have to be a professional on the market.
Today at morning I broke my brand
new specs. I felt so bad about it. Last night I was discussing about this with
my bestest friend and she told me that I would look nicer if I would have taken
a white handled frame instead of the blue one, which I chose. And now after 10
hours of breaking the spec’s handle I got the new one. Same in design but while
in colour. She would be happy about it. And I am also happy by getting a certificate
from her just the matter is I have to shed out extra 150 rupees for that. But the
previous frame had some problems regarding the left handle, it was causing immense
pain my ear now I am comfortable in this frame. This frame seems nice. Let’s see
what happens in next couple of days.
The secret project I was working
on, I sent it to my teacher and he told me that he will be publishing it. Also 70
rupees is due from his side. What I spent from my pocket during teacher’s day. The
seniors are telling me to get the money from my teacher. And the teacher is
clueless about the expenses and he does not have any balance sheet. Meanwhile I
am getting deprived of my 70 rupees which I have managed by taking loans and
that I have to pay. They are not understanding my problem. Anyways I am a calm
person. Let’s see, well let’s be positive about the outcome as the book is
teaching me.
My best friend, my male best
friend is now at Chennai for his mother’s treatment. It’s been a while I didn’t
seen him. I miss him being in Chennai we can’t talk over phone much though he
has roaming pack enabled. I text him at times but he cant reply as he don’t have
any sms pack. Well to talk about my message card it is getting wasted from the
day my recent gf left me. Because the purpose of this entire sim and sms pack
is to talk with her. She was an unsatisfied & impatient soul. May god bless
her with satisfaction and patience.
The funny thing is that when I was
doing something or studying my inbox get filled up with all the text and
facebook messages. And when I stay idle I get nothing. People seems so busy at
times that I feel super ignored and I HATE to be ignored. No matter what anyone
does to me I don’t care but I can’t tolerate ignorance towards me. The teachings
I received told me that never ignore anyone, not any sould but it didn’t taught
me to handle ignorance of others towards me. I know ignorance is a bliss and I can
ignore people too, sometimes against my will but I still can’t tolerate it.
Sometimes it feels to bad to be
ignored by your loved one. Isn’t it?
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