20/06/2013 – Thursday
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This is my blog article number
three. I am Feeling not well today. Didn’t attainted my MBA class, though there
would be no student besides me for today in the class I thought it would be
better if I skip the class for today, for greater good, So that other will not
feel deprived. I am feeling very much bored. Passing my times watching movies
and playing games. It would have be a good life if I would have someone to
share my life with. Loneliness again becomes a burden to me.
These days I am playing the game
Alan Wake. Nice psychological horror game but it feels boring maximum times. My
best male friend used to visit my home these days for the game. I don’t know
what but I really feeling from inside that our relationship has become now a
days just a formality between two old friends. I miss that hearty feeling.
People are coming to me just for the needs and that’s what I hate about it.
There is no one for me. I feel like getting used day by day.
My state is now in threat. Threat
from the politicians, be it the ruling or the opposition party. And the lives
of innocents are at stake. Who is responsible for all these pandemonium? Media
is showing news, politicians are blaming others, people are dying, end of
story. And continuation of the cycle. World is filled with power hungry selfish
people, people whose words and actions don’t match. Don’t we see sae type of
people in history, In present time and in our daily lives? People are using
other people to get up to the ladder.
I know I have to study more
because only this is the thing, which is mine, but I really sometimes get
confused about my sole motto about studying and gathering knowledge. What would
be the use of becoming a complete idiot, a duffer as well as a master’s degree
holder? I have become unsocial I think as the day going on I am going to the
dark. Day by day its killing my soul. I am becoming too much negative. I can
see peoples lie clearly, their faults, their masks. How to trust these kind of
people whose real face is exposed to you? The answer is you cant and the result
is that you have to become lonely.
There are people who don’t know
how and when to take decisions and yet they criticise and question upon other’s
decision when someone made that for them. Instead of appreciation the decision
maker, have to face their idiotic rebellion. And this is not it, when no one is
doing anything they all will say that there is nothing happening but when
someone start to do something they will try their level best to stop it. Its
like talking about progress yet holding its back to happening. This two faced
nature is very similar to the politicians, and why that will not be? After all
politicians are the faces of some people. We are all politicians by birth and
that’s what Chanakya said. And it is truth by word.
I don’t know but I personally
feel that India, my Indian needs a better system. Because the system is the
MAIN problem here. The main problem of the system is that there is no system at
all. The spine has broken already and now we are going towards full paralysis.
Our lands and lives are at stake. In this regard, I think Quran Sharif is
right, we have to protect our “Zan Zar & Zameen”. Day by day the incident
of rape and utmost brutality are becoming reality of lives. Politicians are
taking our money, ruling our lives, killing our innocent families. Men are not
coming forward to stand for the right because everyone is afraid of something.
they are helpless in front of the power. The power is the main problem of our
Indian system. Mr Churchill was right, we Indians are not capable of managing
our own country. We are really savages, that’s why we are eating up the country
and its people. This cannibalistic approach is what makes us animals and we are
made to rule, rule by others. Because we don’t have any proper system I feel
British rule was right and it’s still needed to rule the India.
It’s the British who made us
literate isn’t? And in lieu of that they took all our wealth and we had someone
to blame for the country but now it’s our own people who are looting us day by
day, yet we can’t do anything for it. They gave us culture by destroying ours,
yes it’s true but did we really had any culture? I mean burning a widow
shouldn’t be considered as a culture. I guess the idea of burning a young widow
came to mind of our so-called ancestors to cover up their sexual lusty
enjoyment with that widow and if she refuses to serve their lust in the name of
Dev-Dasi then she had to be burnt. The monks should not wed, but it is not said
that they don’t have sex with anyone. With several excuses, they find the way
to engage in sex in the name of rituals. Be it tantric or the need to GOOD
child to the royal bloodline. They always find a way to have some. And this is
not only about Indian it is equally true about all the religions of the world
that they do things in the name of religion, in the name of god. But the
western culture was evolved many a times ago while we were still be in our
savages. This is ridiculous. Don’t you think so?
Just sleeping in my bed, I was
thinking many things about the world and its people. In a global thinking, can
we be considered as a good civic society? Other cultures show their best and
hide their bad but our culture is transparent. This is good thing; it is as
ugly inside as outside. So you can see as a human this is a global problem. Are
you really evolved?
The answer lies in our past.
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